Living With Depression

So here it is. Yesterday was Easter and all out rebirth. I have been living with depression for about 3 years now. I am determined to get over it, without the help of drugs.
Crazy huh!
For me it is all about figuring out why I am in this place and what needs to change in my life to get out of it. What are drugs really going to do for me? They may help me feel better initially, but I'm not suicidal or anything.
I just don't feel like getting out of bed half of the time. But I do get out of bed, so it can't be that bad, right?
I have been visiting all of the reasons why I THINK that I am depressed. I plan to focus on one at a time. Well a different one each day and just go round and round in circles with it until it is fixed.
So, I will keep up journaling, out loud and hope to get it all figured out.